I wish I could tell my heart to let go and forget about you. Because life would be so much better without you, I’m very sure.

Sometimes, having the feeling that everyone is watching your back, can slowly make you crumble easier.

Day by day with someone full of hatred, taking it out on you, in any way, can slowly kill you.
With stares, or just silent words, or with just their intimidating presence in the atmosphere, it can make you feel sick.

It can make you feel like death is near.

It can make you feel as if there is nothing worth living for.

It’s as if that one person has turned the whole world against you.
You want to move and run away.

You want to leave this place.

You have nothing to live for, you don’t want anything more, or anything less.

You want peace.

You want help.

You want to cry.

You want to smile because you are truly happy.

But being truly happy is too much to do.

Not when the whole world has their back on you.

Not when everyone hates you.

Not when that one person you think would be sensible enough to support you, is someone that isn’t what you think is.
Not when that one person you thought would be there for you everyday, the one person you loved, the one person you lost, the one person you still want to be friends with, is where it all started.